Hiyas all!

So I'm a little late to post here... but hey at least it isn't real life cause if you wait for me to introduce myself there it will never happen. Real life sightings themselves are rare as I almost never leave my home.

GAMING
First game system: Atari
First RPG: Dragon Warrior (NES)
First Online Multiplayer: Legend of the Red Dragon (I think that's the name) this was on a BBS which was back in the days of dial up
Past Online Games: Dragon Realms, Haelrahv, Materia Magica, DOMO, Lucent Heart, Aura Kingdom
Current Online Games: None Active
I have two states of existence: Gaming and Sleeping. If I'm not careful the second will ruin the first.. I have woken up to game over screens and/or forehead dents from keyboard. My bf introduced me to Sims 3 and it has increased the rate of waking up to keyboard dents exponentially... and I really couldn't tell you WHY this game has pulled me in. All the games I own(gifts cause I'm unemployed, "unofficially" disabled and refuse to use welfare except for food stamps) are RPGs and Sims is the only real major deviation I have from that genre.

PERSONALITY
Zodiac: Taurus
Chinese Zodiac: Dog
I'm easily distracted(ooo shiny!), overemotional, and have SEVERE anger issues. On the other hand I'm very loyal and have a high sense of integrity. I usually will allow people to walk all over myself, but the minute I see it happen to someone else I jump to their defense. I'm usually friendly though in the real world I avoid contact with people I don't know if at all possible(bad past). I am devastated easily by loss and usually somewhat paranoid about losing the person closest to me(without him I prob would die cause I'd go to bed and never get up again).

MEDICAL
I am diagnosed with psychiatric disorders which basically add up to an inability to deal with the world outside my home. Even doctor visits are stressful to the point of pain. I cannot be on my feet for any length of time and have issues with my joints(undiagnosable). I have major memory issues(undiagnosable) which severely impact my normal functioning in a negative manner. There is something wrong with my liver according to my doctor... but despite all the tests she can't diagnose THAT either.

GOALS
1. Get approved for disability
2. Get married for the first and only time in my life*
3. Have a family before I can't anymore
*A (small) real wedding would be nice though I have the suspicion when I get married it'll prob be at a courthouse

As you can see I don't really care who knows what about me. I've actually told doctors "Look I don't care if you skywrite it but dear god figure out what the hell is wrong with me" Of course I'd also like them to fix it too but they are all stuck on the 'figure it out' part. >< Doctor appointments seem pretty pointless in my case but my mom has the same kind of issues (undiagnosable problems). Maybe we're not human XD... I think I'll go with that.

Hi there,

Better late than never, welcome to the Official Games4theworld Forum!
Everyone is welcome here.

Sorry to hear about your illness too. Your goals are nice and inspiring though, I like them. Especially #3 really touched me.

GOALS
1. Get approved for disability
2. Get married for the first and only time in my life*
3. Have a family before I can't anymore
*A (small) real wedding would be nice though I have the suspicion when I get married it'll prob be at a courthouse