I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
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I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Sim Architect Mon 16 Nov 2015, 05:35
I think I have a "chemical" depression, since things are normal, but I am struglying with fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
O took so many pills that is even being hard for me to type, please accept my apologies if I come around not so often until i get better.
My health is undercontrol and I won't kill mself, unless I sleep walk and throw myself through my window. I will ask the housekeeper to install some protection net, just in case.
I know it sounds crazy, but I am really concerned and I want to protect myself from doing anything stupid.
Bides these issues, I am "kinda ok", my medical assessment happens in las than a month and maybe next year I start making full pension, yay!
I shoul feel happy, but I just can't. I hope to get better when the money comes, and I buy a new computer and buy (or fix) my Note 2.
I'll do my best to come here as often I can, but I won't reply to stuff I don't find really easy for me, to avoid misguiding people.
I wish you all a great weekend!!
O took so many pills that is even being hard for me to type, please accept my apologies if I come around not so often until i get better.
My health is undercontrol and I won't kill mself, unless I sleep walk and throw myself through my window. I will ask the housekeeper to install some protection net, just in case.
I know it sounds crazy, but I am really concerned and I want to protect myself from doing anything stupid.
Bides these issues, I am "kinda ok", my medical assessment happens in las than a month and maybe next year I start making full pension, yay!
I shoul feel happy, but I just can't. I hope to get better when the money comes, and I buy a new computer and buy (or fix) my Note 2.
I'll do my best to come here as often I can, but I won't reply to stuff I don't find really easy for me, to avoid misguiding people.
I wish you all a great weekend!!
Last edited by Sim Architect on Thu 19 Nov 2015, 13:28; edited 1 time in total (Reason for editing : Fixed my mispelled title, sorry.)
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Sim Architect Tue 17 Nov 2015, 19:28
Still "blue", sorry. Took another ten pills yesterday to be able to sleep (and it was very late already). I feel like I don't want to do a thing, not even passive things like watching TV.
I know it's depression, but my life is ok, besides problems we all face (and I am sure I had worse in the past, as did you probably).
I believe some chemicals are disbalanced in my brain and I will see a doctor Monday at noon.
Please, accept my apologies for any inconvenience. I will try my best to come around as often I can, but I am not sure I have energy to answer questions that require research or deep feelings. Even yesterday I was talking to a neighbor and she noticed that I was getting lost in the conversation.
I am not on drugs or alcohol (except the pills I am supposed to take, which were working very nicely for the past two years or more), so I believe it's something else.
Don't worry about me, I am ok. I will ask the housekeeper to install a protection net on my windows, because I am sleep walking and I don't want to jump believing I am just dreaming (I don't think that it would happen, but I prefer to be cautious).
I wish you a great week!
I know it's depression, but my life is ok, besides problems we all face (and I am sure I had worse in the past, as did you probably).
I believe some chemicals are disbalanced in my brain and I will see a doctor Monday at noon.
Please, accept my apologies for any inconvenience. I will try my best to come around as often I can, but I am not sure I have energy to answer questions that require research or deep feelings. Even yesterday I was talking to a neighbor and she noticed that I was getting lost in the conversation.
I am not on drugs or alcohol (except the pills I am supposed to take, which were working very nicely for the past two years or more), so I believe it's something else.
Don't worry about me, I am ok. I will ask the housekeeper to install a protection net on my windows, because I am sleep walking and I don't want to jump believing I am just dreaming (I don't think that it would happen, but I prefer to be cautious).
I wish you a great week!
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by coolcandy3001 Wed 18 Nov 2015, 21:01
ehhh i dun even remember posting this it was so late at night >.<
i am only open when im overly tired and just not aware of what im typing...
ehhh >.<
i am only open when im overly tired and just not aware of what im typing...
ehhh >.<
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Sim Architect Thu 19 Nov 2015, 13:24
Thanks a lot for your understanding.coolcandy3001 wrote:ehhh i dun even remember posting this it was so late at night >.<
i am only open when im overly tired and just not aware of what im typing...
ehhh >.<
I hope to get better soon. Monday I see the doctor, I hope she prescribes me something different, because I tried about a dozen different pills to see if they "fix me", but nothing seems to work so far, not even to make me "sleep it off".
To be honest, I haven't even been cooking properly. The only things I made this entire week were baking cakes (those that come in a package and you only add eggs, protein powder and milk), juice and "tea".
I wish you all the best and I will try to come once in a while, at least to read a bit, we'll see
Have a great afternoon!
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Admin Sat 21 Nov 2015, 21:50
No need to be sorry, your own health is obviously more important than helping others.
Like they always say: "First help yourself, before helping others." And it's true; how are you going to help someone else, if you can't even help yourself.
I hope that was a long time ago, Sadcandy, is everything better now?
Like they always say: "First help yourself, before helping others." And it's true; how are you going to help someone else, if you can't even help yourself.
I hope that was a long time ago, Sadcandy, is everything better now?
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Sim Architect Sun 22 Nov 2015, 02:12
Thank you!!Admin wrote:No need to be sorry, your own health is obviously more important than helping others.
Like they always say: "First help yourself, before helping others." And it's true; how are you going to help someone else, if you can't even help yourself.
I hope that was a long time ago, Sadcandy, is everything better now?
I think Sadcandy deleted her own post for some reason, I hope she is ok.
I am under control, still "under the weather", but more "exhausted" than "really depressed" like I was a few days ago. I took like four antidepressant at same time (I have a pill stock at home, you know, those pills we end up not taking when doctors "change our meds", I don't throw them away, just in case I might need them or the doctor changes their mind again), so the placebo effect (or non placebo, who knows if those pills are not bitter sugar but real stuff?) worked a bit...
Still can't force myself to sleep, even with 10 mg of alprazolam (I refuse to take more than that) combined with 50 mg of quetiapin plus 50 mg of topiramate.
Thankfully Monday is coming, I really hope my doctor prescribes something to knock me off properly. I wish I was one of those people who can sleep when they drink, but the only think I do under influence of alcohol is feel dizzy, nauseous and throw up :$:
I wish I could make some tea with that opium fruit, I heard it can be calming and promote less dependency than those pharmaceutical stuff, when I move into a house I might try to plant some papoula somnifera (poppy flower) for
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Admin Sat 28 Nov 2015, 22:00
Don't hear that very often...Sim Architect wrote:Thankfully Monday is coming
Be careful when mixing pills with alcohol, it can make things worse.Sim Architect wrote:I wish I was one of those people who can sleep when they drink, but the only think I do under influence of alcohol is feel dizzy, nauseous and throw up :$:
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by coolcandy3001 Sun 06 Dec 2015, 15:11
No need to worry about me Sim, I'm getting along one day at a time. My PC is broken beyond repair but my birthday is coming! So my new PC will be built in January. It's exam season for me so.. yay v.v I got an A* is computing aha ^_^Sim Architect wrote:I think Sadcandy deleted her own post for some reason, I hope she is ok.
I've been really down and my life has been going down hill but I'm pretty sure I'll get better. So no need to worry v.v
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Sim Architect Sun 06 Dec 2015, 20:56
Glad you are on the right way, CoolCandy!
I also may get a better loaner in the next few days, let's see what happens
I also may get a better loaner in the next few days, let's see what happens
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by Admin Tue 08 Dec 2015, 22:16
What happened?coolcandy3001 wrote:My PC is broken beyond repair but my birthday is coming!
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by The_gh0stm4n Thu 10 Dec 2015, 04:19
coolcandy3001 wrote:I got an A* in computing aha ^_^
Bada$$. I only got a "B" in computing, back then.
Anyhow, well done smartcandy !
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by coolcandy3001 Thu 10 Dec 2015, 18:53
It just... won't get a signal to my monitor despite me pushing my graphics card back in and undusting it..Admin wrote:What happened?coolcandy3001 wrote:My PC is broken beyond repair but my birthday is coming!
I don't really know -- it all switches on but nothing actually appears on my monitor.
I tried the cable with a different PC so I know it's something in my PC -- I think it's my CPU.
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by Admin Sat 12 Dec 2015, 12:16
What is computing anyway? Something like computer science?Carlos wrote:coolcandy3001 wrote:I got an A* in computing aha ^_^
Bada$$. I only got a "B" in computing, back then.
Anyhow, well done smartcandy !
Try taking out the GPU and connecting your monitor directly to the video output of the motherboard. (Assuming your motherboard has one)coolcandy3001 wrote:It just... won't get a signal to my monitor despite me pushing my graphics card back in and undusting it..
I don't really know -- it all switches on but nothing actually appears on my monitor.
I tried the cable with a different PC so I know it's something in my PC -- I think it's my CPU.
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Re: I am being slow since a couple of days ago, sorry..
by coolcandy3001 Tue 15 Dec 2015, 21:21
Computing in some schools is called Computer Science, yeah.Admin wrote:What is computing anyway? Something like computer science?Carlos wrote:coolcandy3001 wrote:I got an A* in computing aha ^_^
Bada$$. I only got a "B" in computing, back then.
Anyhow, well done smartcandy !Try taking out the GPU and connecting your monitor directly to the video output of the motherboard. (Assuming your motherboard has one)coolcandy3001 wrote:It just... won't get a signal to my monitor despite me pushing my graphics card back in and undusting it..
I don't really know -- it all switches on but nothing actually appears on my monitor.
I tried the cable with a different PC so I know it's something in my PC -- I think it's my CPU.
It's my graphics card, it's had a 7 year run poor thing needs to be put in a box and burried lol
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